The Struggle is Real

 

for inspiration

I feel like I

I have sinus headaches, dizzy to the point of 8 days of Dramamine to walk with Beau. Yes, my BP is fine, before you ask.

I am hungry all the time, with IBS I can only eat certain foods but am

overeating those foods and also added a few I know are trigger foods.

My brain said, so what? eat that piece of bologna with mayo, pay the price.

I did. Stomach cramps and I have gained 4 pounds in 2 weeks.

I am craving ice cream. It's all I think about. I last had ice cream in January of 2017. Five years and have not craved any of the sugar I gave up.

Your first thought is to say, so eat a bowl and get rid of the craving. I can't. I am addicted to sweets, one bite, just one bite and like any addiction I am lost.

 For me to do a post, my creative part of my brain, likes to embellish by exaggeration, making normal everyday things interesting, exciting, funny.

When that part of my brain is depressed, I resort to puns or avatars or both.

I decided to try to explain how I feel.

I decided to take Sat/Sun off and not post, woke up Sat AM and I had left Beau's Post on autopost.