Continued from prior post, Living in Lamp Light
The first thing I noticed, were the colors reflected on the wall from the lamp. I could see the sparkles of the small led tree in the picture of Jake.
I saw CNN news reflected on from the 65 inch TV on Jake's other photo


I could see the table lamp reflected in the rose on the opposite wall by the TV.
I ran hither and yon, sitting the lamp next to favorite statue,
gave me much to reflect on
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The first photo, I thought OH NO.. their is Dust I missed in my quick swipes |
I took 4 photos and sat down to enjoy the view, which caused me to reflect on how this statue came to live under the TV, 30 years ago.
My son Dan and his wife Michelle had already purchased my Christmas gift, and as they strolled the flea market on a Saturday, Michelle saw the Mary and Joseph on the donkey and said she could not resist it.. I lives year round where I can see it, not packed away until December.
I moved the statue around to create darkness on one side, in photos Light is Everything. The baby on this donkey is the Light that allows me to see Bob with the eyes of the Good Samaritan.
I can tell you I pray every day of my life now, that God will help me to see Bob with His Eyes and to remember that what I do or say to Bob is the same as saying it to Jesus. What would Jesus do? What would Jesus say. Yes, I get angry, he says a lot of mean things, but God is helping me to SEE Bob more each day through HIS eyes.
Last night, while watching AGT finale, suddenly Bob screamed my name,
SANDRAAAAAA look, look, there is an alligator in the yard, the dog is over there, look the dog is over there. I stood and touched him, and said I see the gator, he will be one in a few seconds, Beau is fine, he is right here, look at him. Ok, its fine the gator is gone and he went back to sleep.
I sat watching AGT alone, with tears running down my face.
I had a beautiful photo with out the dust, but deleted the wrong one and sadly deleted the cell trash. Its Ok, I am sure there will be another one taken soon
2 comments:
So very sad. Your shadows and light are beautiful. I had thought that the CNN anchor was part of the picture!!!
That is so hard! I'm glad you are leaving the statue out as a reminder and hopefully some comfort. You are going through so much.
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